annaabnormality

I wish I could still hear you

I wish I could still hear your heart beating.

Many months without you

Have turned out to be

Excruciating

And I can still remember everything

The way you talked, the words you said.

And the way we both felt

In eachother’s arms

I never thought about it

But now there’s no doubt

How each mile apart

Could do us so much harm…

Every day, every minute, every hour,

I can’t make it through the day

Go call me coward.

Too many places so little time

I’m lost inside myself

And I don’t know what I’m trying to find.

If only I could feel your warmth,

And see you smile,

Then maybe I wouldn’t suffer

But just for a while.

I tried to forget you

And go on with my life

But in the end,

It doesn’t feel right.

I can’t forgive myself for thinking of you

Even though,

That’s the only thing I can do.

Maybe it’d be better to know you still care,

To be by my side, to be still there.

Your words are cold,

And your feelings are plain

And I question now

But it won’t ever be the same.

I guess the miles are just throwing us apart,

And there’s no point now, to go and restart,

What’s said and done,

That we can’t change,

I don’t think it will ever be the same.

Every day, every minute, every hour,

I can’t make it through the day

Go call me coward.

Too many places so little time

I’m lost inside myself

And I don’t know what I’m trying to find.

If only I could feel your warmth,

And see you smile,

Then maybe I wouldn’t suffer

But just for a while.

People, cars and places,

Unknown and strange faces,

Nothing will get my mind of you.

Shutting my eyes for a second

And dream

But the moment they open,

It’s time to get real,

It won’t come back…

Every day, every minute, every hour,

I can’t make it through the day

Go call me coward.

Too many places so little time

I’m lost inside myself

And I don’t know what I’m trying to find.

If only I could feel your warmth,

And see you smile,

Then maybe I wouldn’t suffer

But just for a while.